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A day with Kyla today. :) Miss this girl. :D <3 We’re supposed to watch Avatar on 3D, but the cinema already replaced it with Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs. :’( So, we just ate dinner and hang out at Starbucks. I also bought this really cute oreo necklace. It’s a love at first sight. :’D with what do you edit your pictures? and what are you favourite effects? I’m using photoshop. I don’t have favorites, but I usually use layer style like color and gradient overlay. Levels & Color balance. :) I do layers too. Like bokehs and other fancy texture background. hey Cerisse! It’s Lucia! Just got your letter! haha. I screamed when I saw the envelope, LOL. My nan got scared! Thanks for the presents :D I’ll write soon! Hey Lucia! :) I’m glad it finally did. :D <3 Miss you so much. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 You get me smiling even when it hurts.
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Posted: 2 years ago
A part of me wants you to come after me
Posted: 2 years ago
Even though I’m not physically hurt or beat up, I felt so weak. Not just inside but out. I can feel my whole body trembling of pain and sorrow. And fear that he was gone. I wished that I could just stay here and not to face reality. I wished they wouldn’t bug me and leave me alone. I wished none of this had happened. I wished I was never stupid. And I wished not to see him again.
Posted: 2 years ago
You still mean so much for me. You’re the person who made me realize that I’m stronger than I thought. That I could do things I never thought I could. Thank you for making me feel, for making me special. Thank you for trying to make me happy even if it’s hard to. I know it’s my fault that I’m like this and you have to try and save me. But the thing is, we both need some saving. We’re better off each other. You already know that you need someone better, but I don’t know for me. So, I might just be stuck here. I still love you, but it still hurts. And walking away from you hurts too. But it left me no choice and I know it’s for the better. It is really a goodbye for us. |
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